地球照常的转动,太阳一样的伸起. 但周围的人与事都在变.再也不一样了.....
我已心灰意冷了.....
虽说这是事实无发改变, 但我万分的不想接受这事实.
失望与不甘在心中不停的出现.非常的失望......
不一样了...............

Aiyo...... just came back from chalet!!! freaking tired but very fun....
for the past 3 days we were just playing majong, monopoly and BBQ.....
okay no mood to type ah....Aiyo....

halo ......
hmmm..... should i use yesterday or today???? i think i will use yesterday la...
OKAY.... first of all yesterday was my school Graduation night. it was very fun and enjoyable....
yesterday i was actually quite unlucky cos when i wan to put on my contact, one of my eyes feel uncomfortable, so i spend a bit more time.
went on to meet kim mee, boonsiang, jian he, farzanah and wei zhi at jurong east. after that headed to take cab down to bukit batok CSC.
for that whole evening was like taking photos with friends and teachers (to view photos go the my facebook and see). Actually ah, the CSC was not that bad as wat was told and hear....
After grad nite me and junshan headed down by cab to jurong safra for K and meet leslie. yipee... then we were like singing till 3am when they close. after that take cab home lor.
END OF STORY..... more story is inside our heart of individual.... remember not only this day but also other days that u have fun with your friends and teacher..... a long and new journey is waiting for me to go on. hope to keep in contact with each other.....

30th oct was my birthday..... went out to orchard with leslie and my mum. celebrated at home with my parents and brother. 31st oct we went out to pasir ris for BBQ to celebrate my belated birthday.... leslie, kim mee, jingyi, mengyan, clara, jianhe, boonsiang, junshan and U hao was invited. everyone gave me a present. there are different kinds of present from i think quite expensive to a very thoughtful wan. OK i cant post the pic..... just let me describe la.

from kim mee and leslie:
it was 3 things from body shop. 1) a small bottle of tea tree oil. (i dunno wat is it for? haha) 2) eye mask (suit perfectly for me) 3) a set of facial cleansing wash.

from U hao:
1) piano 101. its a CD. (it is something that i wanted quite long time ago!)

from jing yi:
it is a birthday card. it may seems weird but this is one of the most thoughtful prsent i recieve. it is made by her.

from veron:
it is a doraemon soft toy. (can study with me haha.)

from meng yan:
its a doraemon thingy. dunno what it is known as.

from boonsiang and jianhe:
there are 2 things. 1) a T-dog cushion. (so cute la just that the dog no eyes wan haha. i think this is from boon siang wan) 2) a cup which says "if at first you dun succeed, destroy all the evdience that you even tried." (a nice wan! i think this is from jian he)

Thats all la. once again THANKS EVERYONE!!!!!! really really really like the present. will upload pic when can la.

hmm..... today have completed math paper 1. hopefully can get at least 65/80...
this paper is considered as easier than average but still quite tricky. haha.....
hope tml paper 2 will be also average la.

yesterday, was my 2nd 'O' level paper which is science practical. hmmm....... it was rather tough for me(just hope that i can pass my practical). I can only now pin all my hopes on my written paper. another like 2-3 more days will be my english paper. it is at the afternoon. i am scared that i will run out of story plott......
Today went back school early in the morning, wanted to revise english, but very lazy so never do. haizzz..... after that around 9 am went for F&N remedial till 11am. after that went to math room for math. i was extremly bored..... so junshan, kimmee, eric and i played monopoly. haha....from around 2 pm we started playing, we play till 4pm when mrs ng asked us to keep and have to go home liao. haha.... was so happy. anyway good luck to everyone who is taking 'O' levels this year as well.. keep urself in a pink of health. dun give onself too much stress...
NEXT FRIDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. :)

能放的开是件好事, 但放不开可以选择不放开.
人生就是着样的坎坷.
人吗,就向前走尽可能不要回头看.
让一切的一切随风飘走,让时间冲淡所有的不愉快. 着才是人应该走的路. that's just life.

DEMORALISED

it is already 5th october...... the last lap to 'O' level...
Today got back some of my prelim result..... total disappointment.
early in the morning got back my math result. before getting back, Mrs Ng(math teacher) told the whole class that this math paper 2 is considered easy. So even if you score around 75 marks you can only get about a B3 in 'O' level. to my horror my paper 2 only got 75 maks.......(1st demoralised.)
After recess, headed back to class for F&N. Got my result, was quite good, have a 74 marks. BUT, my F&N teacher siad this paper was easy. (2nd demoralised)
after school pual lim(SS teacher) come to give us our mark. i got 19/50. then during my chem remedial, given back our chem paper. i got only 60/100 la. my god this is the biggest demoralised la. haizzz.... my combined since only got 65.5 la.....

hello...... now i am at malaysia..
went back here on thursday. went to eat satay which i wanted to eat for a long time.
then friday morning went to eat noodles. haha i have the photo will post next time.
today went to 'climb mountain' then after went swiming. so tired la....
ok la thats for thats..... tml will be going back to singapore.

yesterday finally finish my F&N coursework.....
very relaxed...
decide not to retake my chinese paper.

today 19/08/09 wednesday, sunny.

mother tongue result was out today in the morning. i got a B3 which is considered as ok but will be retaking again. my aim was a A2. hopefully i can get a better result. for secondary 5n there is 1 failure, 4E has 2 failure.

TIME PASSES FAST.......

have been not updating for more than a month. Partly because i am quite busy with stuff but most important is that i am very tired no energy to post anything and have nothing much to post. miss thoses days with friends....

It's been 5-6 month since school reopen. Few more day will be my 'O' level mother tongue exam which is on a monday 1st of june. Have been having intensive mother tongue lesson. horrible but have to do so to achieve my targets.
this comming friday my school is having a SYF Gala to showcase all the performing arts group which have participate in the SFY to perform in school. I, definely be in for the drama performence. did not really like to perform in school cos the sound system is very bad. i wonder if we can put on a good show.

Been really feeling very tired mentaly and physically after this few month. i hope that this can get it done fast.

haha. now my turn to be at malaysia.....
today woke up at 5 am early in the morning to go qing ming. finish at 8 plus.
after that went to climb moutain untill around 11am. was so tired la. took lots of photo. having fun with my cousins. damm tired now...... i think later will be going to buy contact lens. at night hope going to pasar malam...... haha.....

wow! today was a long day. went for drama at 12.50 pm.
details.....
practice at the foyer untill 2pm wait for bus. went to CJC reach there at 3plus. waited till 3.45 then went to their theater to practice. miss saw and april said that we do have emotions. but i think we were quite great le at least we know where we should stand.
haha
i think that is all la
damm tired

Oh my god!!! damm tired!!
first time was so tired because of DRAMA!!
before drama start we have to carry the props up to the hall, the thing was not as light as you see and think of. finally understand wat is "looks can be deciving" lol. it was still ok because we were taking the shorter route.....BUT, when after drama we have to carry the props down back and this time we have to walk the longer route BECAUSE, the STUPID, RETARDED, guard LOCK the bloody door!!!!!!!!!!
OK enough of complains......
today went for drama. hmmm...... it is good at least everyone know where they are supposed to stand. But forever there are people who are absent....... hate it to the core!!!!!! i really hope that we can really get at least a bronze, which quite a number of people beg to differ.......
ok..... no more strength to type anymore......
o ya i have cut my hair sia!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

ARH!ARH!ARH!ARH!ARH!ARH!ARH!ARH!

WHY SIA!!! JUST THAT ONE MORE STEPS! IT IS THE THIRD TIME I FEEL THE PAIN. I AM VERY TIRED LER.... NO MORE COMPETITION FOR ME????? NO I DUN THINK SO STRIVE FOR SOME OTHER PESPECTIVE OF LIVES....... SHOULD I GIVE UP ON DRAMA?? IS IT THAT I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH?? I DID WHAT I SUPPOSED TO DO LEH!! WAT DID I DO WRONG?

DEPRESSED!! DEPRESSED!!DEPRESSED!!DEPRESSED!!DEPRESSED!!

LOST OF WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS GOD THAT THIS IS THE LAST YEAR!!!

FEELING THE PAIN!!!

TML IS A NEW DAY!! TRY NOT TO THINK OF IT LA........

2 more days to the story challenge........ i am now simply estatic.......

Ok...hmmmm....... today went to the Singapore Zoo with meng yan, clara, leslie, jing yi, stella and stella's cousin.

woke up at 8am early in the morning. went out of home at 8.20am went to withdraw money if not no money. lol..... leslie msg me asking me to take the same bus, fine with it. Saw meng yan on the bus too, so went to jurong east together. Reach there at 9.12am went to buy sweets and meet clara and jing yi.

the five of us went to the zoo first leaving behind stella and her cousin. talking and laughing in the MRT. Reach CCK went to take bus to the zoo.

Reach the zoo we went to queeue for the tickets. WAH!!!!!!!! it is a very long queeue, but it is quite fast la. Bought the tickets went into the zoo.

Went around the zoo looking at different animals, took lot of pictures, making weird noise to attract the animals attention. lol...... walk untill 1 plus all of us all very physically tired(not able to walk anymore) lol.

Headed back to CCK.... went to Food Junction to have our lunch..... Both leslie and clara ate Pepper lunch, while meng yan and me ate chicken rice and jing yi ate dunno wat noodles(same stall as mine). After eating we walked around Lot 1 untill 4 plus went to the basement. clara and leslie bought food to eat. around 5pm all of us went back to our respective home.

reach jurong east jing yi and leslie went to take the MRT heading towards joo koon while clara, mengyan and I went to take 98......... with this i think i has wrapped up the outing trip...... it was fun and memorable...... will always remember and keep inside some place of my mind......

hello.....
today woke up at 10.20 because farah called me and woke me up......
went to market buy fish, vegetable and eggs.
come back home start to bake swiss roll.... haizz wat a failure......
went out with leslie, moniat, baba. went to eat ice-cream.
reach home at 6pm. eat dinner.
at 7.20 pm went out for my yoga lesson. o it was my first time. damm fun man. it can really relaxed your mind.
ok that for today....

fruit tart

hello...


today woke up at 10am, went to buy kiwi for my fruit tarts.


start to bake my fruit tarts at 11 am end at 3 pm haizzz..... took so long because i bake 25 tarts. lol.. a bit crazy.....


must admit that it is quite nice(the apperance) haha...

something to announce....
not many people have vote for the design.....
i need it by tmr.....
hei people VOTE!!!!!!!

FIRST DESIGN!!!!

SECOND DESIGN!!!!

THIRD DESIGN

FOURTH DESIGN

FIFTH DESIGN

SIXTH DESIGN

SEVENTH DESIGN

EIGHTH DESIGN

NINTH DESIGN

Here are all the design.... pleases vote ASAP... closing date is on the tuesday 9am...

all the design are only the front because there all nth on the back.

thanks all the people which has help out in one way or another.

credit goes to farah, aisha, syafiq and those that i do not know or forgot.....

thank you. i hope that everyone could have one tee.......

on the tuesday i will post up the picture of the winning tee design.....

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD NEWS TO SHARE.....
I HAVE GOT THROUGH THE STORY TELLING PRELIM ROUND........ NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE SEMI-FINAL CUM FINAL.... HOPE CAN AT LEAST GET A 2nd IN PLACE.

more details:
today meet veron, lu and miss falilah at 11am.
went to IMM for lunch at long john.
miss falilah leave at 12 to meet the individual. Btw, both the individual got into the semi- final as well, both got into same group. haizzz.... which mean that they have to eliminate each other during the semi-final. at another angle it is good because our school sure can get at least a position for individual.
me, veron and lu continued with our practice untill 12.50pm we started to walk back to jurong east to wait for bus.
we reach River valley at 1.30pm. register upon our arrivral.
wait, wait and wait untill 2.30pm went to the holding area
when 2.45pm we got our topic"the street with no name" something like that la. the unique condition was" all charcter must have hicup 5 times" at first we thought was only one person but when we were on stage we then realised that everyone must do it. lol. it was quite easy compare to others we were real lucky. after that start to watch other groups performence and comment and laugh at them.
after that when the result was about to announced, the host was talking lots and lots when everyone was so anxious about knowing the result.
first they announced the individual, first two name called was Yuan Ching Secondary School. all of us start to scream and shout. dunno which school wan turned over and looked at me.
after that they announced the group wan. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! once again our school name was called again. i wonder what is on all the other school minds. but who cares i still screamed and shouted like mad guy. i screamed like there is so many surpporter but there is no people there to surpport us. was really happy.
went for balloting again. we got group B1 which have to face dunno which school liao.
after that went home..... haha....:)

the semi- final and final will be on the 22nd of march 2009 hold at Singapore Press Holding(SPH) at 9am. so those who want to watch or surpport us can go down there.

hello everyone..... although today isthe 13th the friday but i just find today simply wonderful. thanks to the class sprit. all did help out to arrange the tables and chairs and got all your attention for the voting of colours of the class t-shirt. thank you to thoses who help out in one way or another. please vote for your favourite class tee on staurday(not sure what time the design will be up), sunday and monday. latest by tuesday 9am in the morning.

woow!!! damm excited... tml is the story challenge prelim round, scared that we can go through. result i will post tml. hope that i can go through lah...... for tml competiton me and my group members stayed back after school to practiced with miss saw(teacher in-charge).

woow!!! just reach home from school..... YEAH.... my group for English is the highest in the class.... it was so excited la. because the score mainly depends on the amount of newspaper we bring. my group nearly lost to the other group. Miss Saw said she is treating us for dinner...... today finally get back my english common test result. i scored 14/30 haha fail by one mark. quite a number of people getting this mark.. highest is farzana 16/30.
After school went back home. The weather was so hot that if you stand under the sun for a few more seconds, you will die of heat stroke lah.....
tml is the last day of school before the one week holiday but the holidays still have to go back school for remedials and there is so many holiday homework la. Then after the break, we will have three small test on different subjects. haizzzz.....

hi!
have some update first.....
last saturday went for the story challenge workshop for some rules and regulations.
to my surprised, this year there were only 17 group participating in this challenge. So, we will not have any audition. we straight go to the prelimnary round. we have balloting as last year. unfortunately, we have to " fight" against 5 group and all are quite good teams send out by their schools. more shocking was that we are against 2 RV teams. i have to just hope that we can get through this round....
today we have normal Drama for SYF practice. But, before that loads of demoralise words came infront of me. saying that we have little chance of even getting a bronze.....
haiz... no hope for a better tommorrow.(i mean drama)though we have 11 new members, but everyone is going to the debate side which i personaly do not know why. should'nt DRAMA more fun and relaxed???
lots of questions marks.... SYF is going to be on the next month..
we have only a few more practice only... hope thateveryone can turn up for every training..
as long as this two competition is over i will concentrate back on my study. no more of slacking.

yeah!!!!!! finish my common test. can at least relax for a period of time. today went to play badminton with leslie. tml going to RV for story telling work shop. was disappointed with my chem result.. first time physic result is higher than chem..... the common test is to tell me to wake up and not to slack anymore... no time le..... ok thats it

hehe..... back to posting. today wake up at 8 plus. meeting leslie after he finish seeing doctor around 10. 30 am and go k box......... but before going K went to imm to shop for thumb drive. cost me $32.90 kind of cheap for 8GB(is it??) then we go to orchard went to eat pasta for lunch. then proceed to K get a K box membership card since it is free and we sing from 1:30pm to around 6:45pm damm...... fun la. very long time since the two of us go K. dunno when is the next time.... haizzzz..... but we plan to go play squash every friday if possible....after singing K went to
Gucci(did i spell correctly??) because leslie wanted to search for his jacket but cant find and we saw just a 'normal' t-shirt cost $600 plus...... only rich people can afford la........ i can only afford 3 for $10 type..... LOL..... then went to the eat dinner.... then headed back to jurong.... on the way we were talking, laughing, talk bad about others(as usual) and shared wat we do during school time....... real fun...... hopefully can go out more often with leslie and jing yi but not to spend too much money(economical crisis!!!!) thats for today..... very tired le going to sleep now.