Is a wonderful day to rest at home. I just cant rest due to the amount of workload given. But i am not doing anything, super no mood to start on my project, and there is test coming up.
Should i continued to slack? Am i doing the right thing? just feeling super stress and wanted to relieve my stress, but i do not want to let others know about it.
And my friend, i treated you as my friend but do you? Do i need to consider this again? why am i thinking of this? I hated it when you say that sentence. do you know how much i hated?! You never know, i swear. Why, why do you have to say it again and again? you know how bad i feel? Am i such a failure? will i start to lose all my friends? i really dunno. Or you just dun fit to be my friend? Or the other way round?
However, with all the bad side of the day, i know i still have someone, somewhere there to help me, support me. It is not that bad after all.
